My Love for being Alone By Katherine Lightwood

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My Love for being Alone

By Katherine Lightwood


A recent conversation with the Head Councilor of my Institute left me in an extreme panic mode and fear. People were surrounding me and talking about me and I was in the “Center of Attention”. Although she was praising me about my work and I was feeling like I was captured in Hell. Those few minutes felt like tortures long years. I was so tired and stressed that I was down with a severe migraine for the whole night and couldn’t sleep for a single moment.

If anyone knows me personally then they might say I am an HSP or a Highly Sensitive Person. It’s not like a diagnosis or anything but it’s just what people call it, which basically means I don’t like noise around, I don’t like having people around and I can’t handle that constant stimulation. I am a person that likes to be alone. 

I like to do singular activities, I like to go out by myself and I have been this way for a long time. Maybe there are reasons and I don’t like to pine over it now. And if it is up to me I would stay in my house for 6 days a week, stay in my bed, read books, surf internet and then have one day to go out and grocery shop or see people and connect with the outside world.

And it has gotten to the point on multiple occasions that my parents have sat me down really seriously and said Katherine; we think you need to get out more. I don’t have any boyfriends or girlfriends but only have a few classmates which whom I am a little bit closer to and I never go out. And people think that that’s sad or pathetic. 

But Oh my god!! I am not. I am so so so happy when I am alone. I don’t like being in loud crowded places, noises; I don’t like to be around youths that make up my generations that I seem to not get along with or communicate in any kind of way.

I love reading, I love writing (thanks to my teacher for making me a blogger), I sometimes like to draw and paint too. And all these activities are you need to be alone. You can’t enjoy with anyone else. But no one gets me and that’s the sad part.

 So, that was my thought of the day. To see more posts like this make sure to visit our main page. And Do not forget to visit our institute's page to know more about graphic design, 3D, animation courses and other awesome stuff. Till then good day to you.

Katherine Lightwood  

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