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Untitled Grief Part- 25 By Katherine Lightwood

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Untitled Grief Part- 25 By Katherine Lightwood Now shards of broken glass are these memories, Touching them binds me with hopes and worries. Cutting my veins and bleeding from inside, Pain or pleasure, I still have to decide. Hiding my pain and stitching my mouth, It's just a sin, it's forbidden to shout. Muffling my screams, I have to hide, Thoughts that I've got is taking a wrong side. Crushed my dream and crushed all my wishes, Tormented from the core, I am one of those dead fishes. Want to get lost, just want to hide, Grim it might sound but that's what I've tried. Want to be forgotten, want to get erased, Visions of my mind are now fully deranged. Power of my soul is echoing down the hill, Luring me below, painful is it's shrill. Lost in hell, forgotten the exit door, Crying in arms of grim, burning my soul from the core. Katherine Lightwood

Untitled Grief Part- 24 By Katherine Lightwood

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Untitled Grief Part- 24 By Katherine Lightwood Unheard tears and broken soul, Crying aloud, now it's just a growl.  Hoping some peace and living in silence, This life is a tragedy or it's just a test of patience.  Wandering in shadows, getting lost in the dark, Wising if and only if, I could find that spark. Invalid emotions and aching heart, Thrown away just like a piece of dirt. My fears and troubles are blinding my hand, Lurking into the hell, it's where I stand.  My trembling soul is dying inside, Shall I leave, it's not I who decide. Unspoken words and lost memories, They are about unsaid happiness and priceless glories. Lost, as they walk by, passing through my broken life, My heart aches from inside as I pretend to thrive.  But I wait, I wait, oh wanderer... hoping to find the lost hope, But this life is killing me from inside, how will I cope.  -Katherine Lightwood   

To the year 2018 By Katherine Lightwood

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To the year 2018 By Katherine Lightwood Sometimes, I want to scream at the top of my lungs just wishing that it will ease away my frustration and pain. But that doesn't happen in real life. All you will get is a sore throat and a few curses from your parents. Life doesn't happen that way. It gives you situations where you question yourself, hate yourself and struggle to survive. You desperately search for a single ray of hope. If you find it gives you countless reasons to live and survive. This past year was a huge roller coaster for me. I had experienced some of my worst moments and priceless moments. Well, I always talk about the worst moments but today I want to talk about my priceless moments.  And oh my god...!! How can I even start? No... I mean no amount of money, time or any power can buy or recreate these moments. These are unreplaceable and breathtakingly mesmerizing. And with the flow of time and the pace of life... I too have lost these moments. Whenever