This Color Festival is Washing Away My Colors By Katherine Lightwood

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This Color Festival is Washing Away My Colors

By Katherine Lightwood


 So, seems like I am always the latecomer in blogs.

What can I say I am stuck, I am genuinely stuck in so many things that I've lost count on. And I don't even know they are relevant enough. Now, you might be expecting that I will also blabber about the festival of colors and positivity and how I love to party. Oh no!! you are so wrong if you are thinking that.
As you know, our teachers have given us assignments to make Holi posts and write blogs about it, and like always my all plans failed and I was late for my assignments submission. First I thought why not make a nice animation and I tried, but guess what, my luck is not that good, my Adobe Flash file crashed and not one time, but three times. I was so pissed off at my fate that when it happened I started laughing hysterically. After a while when I calmed myself down, I was really concerned that if I will turn into a psychopath, which will not be a very surprising thing of course.
After this whole mess, I again attempted to make another animation, and it was much crappier than the previous one.


I was so disappointed in myself. As you know from the blogs of my other colleagues that our teacher assigned us to make three posts, I was looking for inspirations for what to make next. I swear to myself that I will never make any kind of animation anymore and I have no idea what to make next. So, I did what I always do. I thought to get some help from my teacher. And I am sure at this point he might have considered me as the biggest moron of all time. Well!! what can I do in that, the reason for me being stupid is faults of my gene, I am not responsible for that. I mean I tried really hard to stay out of stupidity, but you know when you are stupid, you are stupid, you can't change that. And keeping that thought in mind I went out of my classroom in search of my teacher and I ran into him in the corridors. Keeping myself still, hoping to not trip over I begged him for some inspiration.

He suggested me to make a matte painting as I am extremely weak in this field. I nodded and thought to give it a try. But I had no idea what and how would I make this. I had lots of pending work I didn't know when and how I will do all those stuff. After several failed attempts at making a matte painting, I finally gave up, I couldn't do it. I was so ashamed of myself that I couldn't describe in words. Everything I was doing is failing in every possible way. I was letting down my teachers constantly. And I am so sorry I am complaining here too, but you know what letting my feeling out here in blogs is really relieving. But I am trying very hard to pull myself together, be strong and not complain. Now let's see how far it will take me in life.

Ok!! Now, the thing is that it's a Holi blog and since the start, I haven't said a thing about Holi. So, let's speak about it, shall we?

Now, if you know me personally, I am a freakishly introverted person and parties and peoples are a huge no-no thing for me. And Holi( the festival of colors) is a heaven for extremely extroverted people. And what they do? Grab colors in their hands and mush it in each others' face. They say it's fun and it's enjoyment. Well!! I say it's disgusting and gross. I am so not into this.

So, in this day I like to celebrate it in my way by making artworks, sitting and reading books. That's it, that's my celebration.The other day my teacher showed some anime art and I am a very big fan of anime art. So, I thought to give it a try. I tried and made something like this, although it has lots of mistakes and now it's too late to fix it. So, it's better that way.


So, now it's time for me to "sign out from Digital Decatron. Till then guys stay happy, take care of each other and wish you a very happy Holi. Make sure to follow us on Facebook.
                 

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