Life Is Woven By Countless Questions By Katherine Lightwood
Life Is Woven By Countless Questions
By Katherine Lightwood
Do not ever, ever try to question your life. Do not ever ask yourself why this or that happened? Because you will never get any answers and will be more insane. Accept it and go through it. It's up to you that you will enjoy this or not. But the thing is that you can never let go your fate. And I am trying very hard to understand it too and learn it. Here's a poem I wrote when all my 'normal' words lost its meaning.
Life is woven by countless questions or it is one big dubiety?
Life has alone lost all it's meaning when it touched me losing its every propriety.
It has been a quite joke lately, as life itself is laughing at my own stupidity,
Can't decide to laugh or cry, so through a smile would be worthy enough to get a clarity.
Was and is living in denial, stranded alone on that beautiful fortress of the facade,
Sitting on the throne of my own posterity, blaming everyone that it's an act of god.
Expectations and lies have caged me, fear has made me dumb,
Trying to hide all my pain behind that uncomforting smile saying that I am numb.
But, it hurts and it will hurt, every time I try to get out from this strange possibilities,
Can I take one complete breath out of the water without all my disabilities?
But no, I know, I am just a broken porcelain doll, a lonesome playmate of a dubious child,
Meant to be thrown, kicked and broken by its hand, couldn't complain even if it's wild.
But after a hell of a try, a silent tear managed to left my eye at last somehow,
Perplexed and anxious I am, as I need to erase that mark of tear that slipped through me just now.
Can't show this vicious world that I still have a little desire to live and breathe,
It will devour me if it knows, what a cruel life it is and what a strange greed.
So, that was my thought of the day. To see more posts like this make sure to visit our main page. And do not forget to visit our institute's page to know more about graphic design, 3D, animation courses and other awesome stuff. Till then good day to you.
Katherine Lightwood
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